38 Weeks: Last Minute Changes

Only 2-weeks left before my due date and we decided to change our OB. This was really unexpected but we decided to consult a different doctor and we are way satisfied with everything.

As our new doctor was going through my records from the previous one, we were all surprised when she explained to me that there were laboratory tests that were supposedly made before that weren't done and said that I needed to do more tests as I am nearing the due date. We talked about what to expect and what I need to do before, during, and after the labor. She also explained to me the reasons why there is a need for a C-section and what will happen afterwards. These, by the way, were not discussed by my previous doctor, this 'educating' session with my new OB didn't ever happen with my previous one. So I'm really glad we got a second opinion and our doctor accepted me even if I'm nearing my full quarter now.

Last week was such a mess and I'm really thankful that we now have a peace of mind. At this moment, we're just waiting for THE day and hopefully, I will have a safe, normal, and healthy delivery.

Thank God for everything! I'm so happy I have a very supportive family.

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37 Weeks: 7 Months Ago

July 19, 2010 - exactly 7 months today, we discovered that I'm pregnant. I still can't forget the moment when I took the pregnancy test. I remembered crying and telling my hubby that he's going to be a dad. I remembered the first thing that came into my mind, that was to buy a crib. Lol! There was so much joy that filled us that day.

Now I'm on my 37th week and currently 1cm dilated. The baby is already considered full-term and we're just waiting for her to come out.

Oh, the miracle of life!

Johnson's Baby: Pink all the Way!

Growing up, I've always been a fan of Johnson's baby products. From powder to cologne, and to lotions. I just simply love their scent!

Now that I'm giving birth soon, I made sure that my little bundle of joy will experience the magic of the products I used since birth. And because we're having a girl, we want it pink all the way! So we got our little girl her own Johnson's Baby products, all in pinks. So girly, Yay!

Trust me, they all smell so good and, of course, heavenly!

Uninspired: It's Okay Not To Expect

For many years I've always set my mind not to expect as it will only lead to frustration, disappointment, and depression. This worked for me as I'm a kind of person who always has a higher expectation in every goal I set and if it's not accomplished, I get disappointed big time. That's how I am. I know it's not good and I am perfectly aware of that. Nobody's perfect and no situation is perfect, however, I've always believed that we can do our best and take an extra mile for it to get the best out of it.

Yesterday was different, I forgot all about this. I was placed in a position where I was given no choice but to follow. I've expected so much on and I worked hard to get it that I almost forgot that it could go the other way from what I'm expecting. I guess, too much persistence and excitement drive me to think that it will happen the way I want to. Then it hit me.

I was too focused.

Now the reality is sinking in and I am frustrated and sad. I just keep on reminding myself,

"You can't have it your way, you need to consider. There's no room for you to be scared. You have to be strong! You need to be strong... for yourself and for everyone. God will make a way. Have faith."

I know I'll be okay; it’ll just take time until I accept things. And I know I can… for me, for my baby, and for my hubby.

On this Heart's Day

Happy Valentine's everyone! Enjoy this moment, not only with your partner but with your whole family!

To my dear husband, I love you so much!

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36 Weeks: Getting Near!

I'm on my 36th week already, which makes it fall on the 9th month. I'm so excited as I'm nearing the big day. Pretty much I can say that I'm ready with everything - our bags are packed, the documents needed are complete, and we are financially ready as well.

I also discussed with my doctor that I wanted to experience the pain of giving birth and decided not to get an epidural at all, or perhaps it could be my last option. I just really hope that I can stand everything until the "repair". You see, I have a high threshold for pain which I got from my mom. However, childbirth is different but I'm not stressing myself too much about it. All I'm thinking now is my baby, I just can't wait to see her! How she would look like, how she would cry, her smell... I'm sure, the day of her birth would be really PRICELESS!!! 

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To My Daughter's Father.. ♥♥♥

Today marks our 7th year of being together. Our relationship has gone through a lot of ups and downs. But without these, we would never become the person we are right now and we would never value our relationship as much as we do now.

Lessons have been learned, realizations have been made, and forgiveness has been given.

Whatever happened in the past made our relationship stronger.

To you, we're now married and expecting our baby girl, I'm looking forward to more fruitful years with you. May God guide us and bless our family.

Happy 7th year anniversary! I love you so much!

"All it takes is another chance to make things right."

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